11.05.2009

{ cry me a river }

I'm just here to vent.
No one is answering their phones so I can wine to them.
Katie, Kim, Dode, Whit, Mom where are you?
I am 17 weeks 4 days pregnant.
And I am still NAUSEOUS!
It is soooo frustrating.
I have forgotten what it feels like to feel normal.
July was such a LONG time ago.
I lay on the couch and wonder if I will still feel sick after I have the baby.
What if this pregancy changes my hormones forever and my body forgets how to feel good.
Normal.
I know cry me a river.
Some are probably thinking I have no right to complain since I go off the pill and get pregnant 13 days later.
But I just want it documented.
That I'm STILL sick.
And zofran is crap.
It does nothing to help.
I need to read this post in case I am ever tempted to get pregnant again. Which I'm pretty sure won't happen. We feel pretty confident that this is our last.
But just in case.
Although it's not like my horrible terrible sickness in my past pregnancies has ever stopped us from getting pregnant again.
Of course I don't think I would be done with our family just cause I feel lousy for 4 months.
Great rewards {babies} require great sacrifice {lots and lots of puking}.
Sorry for being a baby.
But isn't that what blogs are for though sometimes?
To say how you REALLY feel?
I feel naseous.
And it is miserable.

8 comments:

Jill said...

I'm so so so sorry, I can totally sympathize, I hope you get feeling much better soon. I was soooo sick with Oaklee I threw up for 32 weeks!!! I hope you don't go that long, but if it makes you feel better she was my BEST baby EVER so maybe it's a fair trade off??? so sorry.

Jill said...

I'm sorry. Being sick is the worst. Just eat a lot of chocolate so when you puke it up it still tastes good.

The Bullocks said...

oh that sucks!!! gosh dang it stupid Nausea go away!!! I hope you start feeling better soon. sorry I wasn't there to answer when you called that makes it worse when you can't complain. good luck. love ya

{leah} said...

complain away!!! That's the perk to being pregnant.... Everyone is required to humor your every whim... {At least that's what I demand in my house :) }

I hope you feel better soon, and that you can enjoy the rest of it.

theflanfam said...

You poor dear.

Isn't it somewhat nice knowing your family feels complete. That is how we felt after the fourth. No one believes me. But four is a lot.

Aly G said...

Oh Lins I loved reading this because I am in your same boat right now! Congrats by the way!!! I am 20 almost 21 weeks and find out thursday what I am having. I feel the same way, like CRAP! July seems like 5 years ago and when people say its gone by sooo fast I want to shoot them! I am nauseous and throw up too if it makes you feel better! It makes me feel better to know you feel the same way. We should chat sometime!801-734-0984 if you need to talk! I don't have your #. Love ya!:)

Lynette said...

Don't worry Lindsey! You will feel normal again. I promise. It just doesn't seem that way right now. You're not a baby. In fact you are a great source of birth control for me right now. :o) Good luck, I really do feel bad for you.

510Jen said...

Oh hang in there you. One thing is for sure you look adorable pregnant. Good luck can't wait to see what you have!